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[17 Jul 2005|07:18am]


Our community is rather small.
If you guys could do a little community whoreing and promote us, i would really apreciate it :)


p.s, sorry i have such horrible spelling.

edit: also anyone who feels like making us a banner, can go ahead and do so *hinthint*
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hehehe [17 Jul 2005|07:13am]

I am a proud member of Fat_Pride Cult!</center>


sorry, i thought it was funny
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[12 Jul 2005|08:29pm]

[ mood | stressed ]

Just got back on livejournal, Ive been away for awhile.
Have been doing a lot better lately, well with losing more and more, but Ive started some bad habits I dont want to continue doing from this moment on.
Soup crackers with mustard
2 bottles of Crystal Light
2 special k bars

....slight Mia... sigh.

Add me back guys or new friends add me also and I will add you back..

Thanks and I hope everyone is doing alright.

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[04 Jul 2005|10:40am]

hello ladies (and gents?),
starting a 10 day semi-fast as of today. 80 cals a day. (not counting wahtever comes from alcohol).
summer school starts tomorow *puke*
but im going to be going there with cass. and she is also going to be my support for the fast since i can never keep to them. (hense me eating then throwing it back up)
but yes, im exsited, i hope i do well.

by the way i have a favor to ask of all of you.
make people join!
we need more members.

i will love you forever if you do!

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NEW MODS!!! [02 Jul 2005|07:40pm]

diaphanous_soul and stabbedbybetty will be taking over mod duties of this communty. I will still be a part of it, but *shrug* i can't deal with the running of it anymore, plus they will be able to make it better than i ever could. Enjoy guys!

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[29 Jun 2005|07:13pm]

someone want to take over mod duties? i've been a shitty mod, and I'm attempting this recovery bullshit. so please take this community away from me before i can make it any worse.
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[09 Jun 2005|08:40pm]

Hey to anyone who still actually reads my journal..
I know its been awhile but I have been really busy finding a new job.. I quit my other one because I couldnt handle American Cingular Wireless customers yelling at me all day for things I have no control over.. since I quit.. Ive felt very depressed.. no one likes not having a job.. I think I found a temp one at a garden centre for 4 weeks which isnt too bad.. Id get a job in the field I graduated college in "social worker" but im still trying to finish Uni so I can become a full fledged Psychologist.. the only problem is.. I dont feel that in my condition, I have the right helping anyone.. even tho Im really good at it.. although.. they say over 60% of psych's get their own preofessional help too.. no ones perfect right?
Mia has gotten worse since Ive been down.. as well as working out all the time to pass the time..
How is everyone else doing?
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Angelina Jolie Filmography as Read in "Angelina Jolie: an angel in disguise" by Edgar McFay [09 Jun 2005|11:45am]

Angelina Jolie


Lookin' to Get Out (1982)
Cyborg 2: Glass Shadows (1993)
Alice & Vini (1993)
Bat Out Of Hell II: Picture Show (1994)
Hackers (1995)
Without Evidence (1995)
Love Is All There Is (1996)
Foxfire (1996)
Mojave Moon (1996)
True Women (1997) TV
George Wallace (1997) TV
Playing God (1997)
Gia (1998) TV
Hell's Kitchen (1998)
Playing By Heart (1998)
Pushing Tin (1999)
The Bone Collector (1999)
Girl, Interrupted (1999)
Gone In 60 Seconds (2000)
Lara Croft: Tomb Raider (2001)
Original Sin (2001)
Life or Something Like It (2002)
Lara Croft Tomb Raider: The Cradle of Life (2003)
Beyond Borders (2003)
Taking Lives (2004)
Shark Tale (2004)
Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow (2004)
Alexander (2004)
Mr. & Mrs. Smith (2005)
The Good Shepherd (2006)
Love & Honor (2006)


If you guys want then we could start doing this on a regular basis...asking me to find Filmographies and such for a certain actor, and I will do the best I can. I hope to start getting more interactive with you guys.
Let me know what i can do to make this community better for you!

ThinspirationCollapse )
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Stolen from dark_figure in dark_ottawa [09 Jun 2005|09:27am]

(11 Jun, 2005)

1:00 PM to 4:20 PM, Parliament Hill, Ottawa, Canada

Just a reminder to the pot smokers of Ottawa that this year's Fill The Hill is this Saturday, June 11th, primarily between 1:00pm and 4:20pm at Parliament Hill.

Evidentally, http://www.fillthehill.ca says that the event is cancelled. They have no elaboration on that statement, and other sources disagree that the event is cancelled at all. Since this has been an annual tradition, I expect everyone who usually attends will show up anyways.

Honestly, how can you cancel a protest? Does somebody own the pot smokers?

More info and weed facts: http://www.cannabisculture.com/articles/4370.html

See you on The Hill.

(copied and pasted! I did not write the above entry!)
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[08 Jun 2005|10:36am]

hey ladies.

I just wanted to apologize for the crappiness and neglect of my mod duties. My new goal is to start promoting like a madwoman, and if you could please assit me then I would be very much appreciative. This community was originally started to be a safe-haven, and a bonding place for all people from Ontario with eating disorders. I just wanted to sort out the demographics, and see if we could meet people to be thinspiration pals. I'm sorry that this isn't working out as well as I may have hoped, but now I am going to become more involved with this site. I hope you guys can enjoy it as well.

If any of you would like to add me to your MSN or e-mail me about anything, even just to rant then I would like very much to be a bigger part of your guys' successes, as well as letdowns.

So I'm re-introducing myself to this community,

Name: Cassandra (cass, cassie, whatever)
Age: 16
Height: 5'6"
Current Weight(CW): i was 101lbs on the 30th(may) and i'm sure i've gained since then...i'll find out soon enough
BMI: @ 101lbs 16.3
High Weight(HW): 130ish
Low Weight(LW): 94.6
Short Term Goal(STG): 99
Long Term Goal(LTG): 95
ED That You Have: Not Diagnosed
Favorite Low-Cal Snack: celery and cheeze wiz, or cucumbers and cottage cheese
Thinspiration Quote or Pic: Hunger Hurts but Starving Works
Favorite Pro-Ana Communities: ontario_ana_mia of course, although i think i kind of suck for not making it wonderful right now.

Here are some pics of meCollapse )

Bah. well i'm going to be off now, I have a lot of work to do, but if anyone has any suggestions on how i can improve this community, then i would appreciate the help. I'm also looking for some new background art, as well as ad pics to spread the word of this community to others. Any contributions you make will be given credit. I'm looking forward to making this a better place for us to be able to rant, and share successes and failures.

I wish you all the best of luck.

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[07 Jun 2005|01:26pm]

well i havent updated in a while, but that because life has been shit.
im going on a strick 10 day fast as of tomorow. and today hasent been so bad eather, iv had a glass of diet ginger ale and a bowl of baby spinich, which i find yummy.
im really looking forward to the fast because im always happier when im fasting, i also lose lots when i fast for more then 5 days, after the first five, the weight just falls off.
i have a new goal,to lose 20 pounds befor school starts in september.
im going to be starting in new school and it will be easier if im feeling a little better about myself first.

anyways im kinda sick today so im going to go and lay down.

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[03 Jun 2005|05:43am]

Get to know you:
Name: Rachel
Age: 17
Height: 5' 2.5
Current Weight(CW): 103
BMI: 18.6
High Weight(HW): 134
Low Weight(LW): 103
Short Term Goal(STG): 100
Long Term Goal(LTG): 97
ED That You Have: Ana, Mia, EDNOS, COE or Not Diagnosed: EDNOS
Favorite Low-Cal Snack: Those prepared bags of salad
Thinspiration Quote or Pic: ... I'm brain-dead.
Favorite Pro-Ana Communities: On my normal journal I belong to pro_ana, it's a good community.
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New girl here [26 May 2005|11:41am]

[ mood | sad ]

Good Morning ladies,

I am new in this community. I live just outside of toronto.
I am 26, a mom of 2 and a wife of almost 10 years.
On my wedding day (4 months pregnant) I weighed 96 pounds. Even then I hated my body. I wore baggy clothes and didn't bring much attention to myself.
My HW was 138. I hope that will stay highest anything more would be just plain wrong!
CW 110
LTGW 100
No short term here.
I am running out of time I want to enter my 30's at this 100 lbs weight. That's all there is to it. Funnily enough I know if I ever get there, I will not be happy with it. I will need to lose more.
I make myself sick on a daily basis. mentally and physically. I hate me.

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[25 May 2005|10:19pm]


CHANEL 24 ASAP "Vision TV"... its a documentary on ED's... its good


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gross! [25 May 2005|04:09pm]

i possibly just had the most disgusting experience of my life!
I had to purge KFC, YUUUUKKKKKKK
never in all my years of being mia have i ever been so grossed out by what a purge felt like.
i will never eat kfc EVER AGAIN!
all that grease and saugy chiken skin...ughhhh.
why oh why do i have to live with people who make me eat, and why cant they get healthier stuff??
but it dosent matter, ill be moving out in a few months and ill be able to pick out my own food.
anyways, i do have good news.
i lost 5 more pounds!!!!!!!, wootwoot ^_^.
im happy.

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WARNING X-POSTED LIKE MAD!!! [21 May 2005|02:00pm]

I got Rachel to take some pictures of me on Friday...She dressed me up and everything...SO yeah...this is everything new...I hope you like the pictures more than i do.

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[19 May 2005|09:50am]

i have reached a new low weight...96.8lbs

only 1.8lbs away from my STG

it should all be good...the next couple days will be easy because i'm SOOOO close i can taste it. i can't wait.

wish me luck?

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[17 May 2005|10:38am]

today has been shitty so far, iv eaten 2 cookies and a bite of a granola bar, it isent so bad but its definantly not how i wanted to start the day, grr.
by the way, am i the only person who posts in here anymore, the community is dieing, ill try an find some recrutes but anyone i know who would join dosent have an l.j.

anywas, i hope everyone else has luck with their fasts etc...
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[05 May 2005|07:24pm]

ugh, today was horrible, i had to purge twice (once for popcorn and once for mushroom soup) ickkyness. I feel so horrible and so fat, i want to cry, this sucks,bluhh.
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twinkle twinkle little bat. [03 May 2005|10:24am]

good day ladies,
its just me here to type in a place where i can write about certain things and not be judged.
its now lunch and im in the ever so faithful and food free portion or the school, the library, i like it because no one can eat or bring temptful things in here AND there is prenty of stuff to do to make me not think about the rolling hunger in my belly.
im feeling good today. i havent eating anything in over 28 hours so i feel all refreshed.
i just started taking green tea abstract pill thingys today and i hope that goes over well but we shall see in a few days i guess, there supposed to decrase your appatite but right now im not sure if it was the pills or the fact that i just looked at pictures of maggots untill i felt sick enough to never want to eat again.lol.
im proud of me right now because befor i got to the library my friend offered to buy me my favorite food in the world...poutine!!and i wouldent have to pay her back but I said no, and now im soo happy i dident give in.
on another note, last night on the really good show called intervetion (channal 31 at 10 pm on sundays) they did a documentary on this girl who was bulimic and recently had stoped purging but was now shoving herself full of laxitives and water pills, it was really sad what her family said about her, then they called an intervention and put her in theripy and she eventually recovered and stuff and it was so tear jerking. i cryed i cryed i cryed, bluh, it kinda makes me wonder what my family says about me and my ed, *le sigh*
but anyways i must be going so
have a great day everyone,
stay strong and think thin :)
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